Tag: experiences

  • Prose: Shall I Stifle my Songs? – 01/06/21

    Prose: Shall I Stifle my Songs? – 01/06/21

    It would be wise, it would be prudent, to give up the nuisances, to cast away the cruel injustice, and travel elsewhere, where they know us. For now, my words bear less ‘zing’, overworked, overwrought, haphazard it is to over-sing, it seems. I can speak of experiences; growth, positivity, liveliness, but without a visible, solid base, how will my truths be known? How can they direct, morals and lessons intersect, when no one is here to witness what’s been asserted, what has been said?

    Trust me; I walked on the other side of life, what you see now, pretty petunias and roses, barren land before, they would never grow. Despair, anger, frustration, hatred, they were the currencies of life in which I coped, how I stagnated, the manners of living I breathed and for a long time, I remained without hope.

    No point detailing any further, little point into going into specifics, this is enough to know that I’ve made some great changes. These things never happen overnight – indeed, it’s like watching a hatchling every day, if there’s a break between each stage, it’s obvious to one’s eyes the vast developmental change.

    I sing a certain song now, I warble newer tunes, I’m much happier, I feel this in my being, to the full. Of course, occasionally, I yearn for some things, but Life’s not perfect, and distractions keep the mind busy. The scent of those luscious flowers, why, one might say, my life is pushing roses, so much more joy must be on its way.

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  • Poem: Aligning – 21/12/20

    Poem: Aligning – 21/12/20

    Reopening the pages,
    aligning myself with the words,
    wondering if there’s time to experience
    a delicate tingle,
    an enlightening surge.

    I may have cast aside the others
    within these pages
    for far too long,
    will they accept my return,
    can we rejoice,
    can we sing a jubilant welcoming song?

    I don’t know whether or not
    the time will become important or determined,
    but I wonder to myself,
    will I send my words to them?

    Will I dare share my thoughts and opinions,
    when perhaps they shouldn’t know of these,
    the time to absorb these has long been avoided,
    allow my words to be breath like a summer’s breeze.

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  • Poem: Winsome Dreams – 17/12/20

    Poem: Winsome Dreams – 17/12/20

    The reflection in the river is
    crystalline and sweet,
    it abides by the directives of
    hidden, winsome dreams.

    I am calm sitting by the water,
    I trail my fingers shallowly,
    I wonder to myself,
    will I grow,
    will I succeed,
    what will I need?

    What’s internal is enough,
    my strength and courage,
    steadfast inklings are sleek,
    not rough,

    the slim possibility of
    future untoward histories,
    lay broken, snapped,
    in the riverbed nearby,
    moments never again to be seen.

    I feel the air well inside my chest,
    as I take in everything truthful and freeing,
    nothing encumbering,
    no lying,
    no deceiving,
    I just need to be powerful in these moments
    to succeed,
    to stand my ground,
    to fight for what will cause my heart and mind
    to positively careen,
    amazement all around.

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  • Poem: Construction Site – 16/09/20

    Poem: Construction Site – 16/09/20

    Your world will feel like a construction site,
    workers wandering the areas with intent,
    lifting, hauling, attaching, installing,
    ensuring that progress is made,
    this is why they’ve been sent.

    They are making certain that changes are timely,
    are attractive,
    and according to the plans for the one who is paying,
    and you, you, my friend,
    are the one plotting with paper and pen,
    are these alterations what you’ve asked
    for from these women and men?

    It can be so hard when you allow others in to tinker
    and touch sections that need progressing
    but are sensitive because you have this thing
    in which the way they already are,
    you cherish them,

    and your mind, your heart,
    the pit of your stomach,
    they all react in some such way,

    and then presently, these sites are becoming works of art,
    with the final touches they are made to apparent perfection,
    any more than if you could have left them?

    Did you really need to bring in subcontractors to mess
    with what already was?
    Weren’t you enough before you were meddled with willingly,
    because you felt you weren’t enough?

    Or are the changes so right, correct, what were needed to
    brighten the heart’s sorrows, your intellect?
    Your world may be a construction site,
    but you permitted the work to be performed upon it.

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