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  • Prose: Perseverance, a Reflection – 22/01/20

    Prose: Perseverance, a Reflection – 22/01/20

    I urge myself to persevere. It is the only possible route to take. Of course, wallowing and huddling in bed is an option, but it’s not one I would readily like to select. One can only indulge in so much melancholy and shutting oneself off from the world until enough is enough. It’s time to get up, get out, speak loudly, with sumptuous sounds and absorb all that life is offering. And once out of bed, dressed and ready to exit my home – alone, mind you, I am rarely alone – and I take the first step outside that I’ve made in days. I’ve been holed up inside the house writing poem upon frustrated poem, with vicious words and synergies, and little positive to say.
     
    But now, outside, the wind rushes around my face and my body, whipping my shoulder length hair that’s been begging for a cut for weeks, perhaps even months. I take in the sumptuous feeling, it’s as though I’m in the eye of the storm and I am the axis around which everything of this wind’s rich tone colours are centring. I throw my arms outward with abandon — who knew such a feeling was awaiting me? The power of Nature’s amazing force, right here before, behind, all around me. And I feel as though I’m being cleansed, vacuumed away of the negativity, the solid space that wreaked my interior for the last durations, times which I cannot take back. Only can I learn from them.
    
    Playful now becomes the mood, and I laughingly pronounce an rrr, rrr, rrr, to try my voice again. My imagination presents me a playful slick seal begging to be rubbed on his belly or his back, his whiskers tickling my cheeks as, in my mind, I give him a big kiss upon his face. He does not turn away, he pokes out his tongue instead, and joins in with the Rrrrrrr’s of being pleased in the moment, and finally I realise I’ve done it, with this wind, with this amazingly fresh gusting breeze, with my odd imagination, I am cleansed and revitalised once more, no need for aggressive expressions, no need, anymore.
    
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  • Poem: Crossed Lines – 21/01/20

    Poem: Crossed Lines – 21/01/20

    Depression hits my aura like a stoning
    I crumble beneath the view
    fetal-like
    shell-shocked
    I’m trying but my best is never good enough
    seemingly humoured toward the end.
     
    Your life is different to mine,
    and while I am thankful for some memories
    I want to curl tighter and tighter,
    keep you away
    I’d be lying if I said you entirely caused the hurting.
     
    When it came time, I felt no cord being severed
    it had already vanished from existence,
    entangled lines once wound like vintage telephone cords
    neatly arranged in little camps of yours and mine.
     
    And while I can comfort myself with bitter feelings
    of how I was so hard done by and mistreated
    for the most part it’s tiresome mind-trickery nonsense
    only truly applicable to when the gradual silence 
    decided to speak.
     
    And it haunts, it haunted,
    billowing in the chambers of my mind,
    when I recall times when our hearts were perfectly entwined,
    but letting go of each other,
    we both really didn’t seem to mind.
    
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  • Poem: A Loyal Sun, a Faithful Man – 19/01/20

    Poem: A Loyal Sun, a Faithful Man – 19/01/20

    Hey, let us not be so hasty,
    let us not be so rash.
    Instead, let us flow with the sun and the wind 
    entwined as one,
    woven with thrice strands,
    a plaiting of joyous warmth, breeze, and cheer 
    neatly entangled by a pair of deft, invisible hands.    
     
    I admire the sun for the effort she makes each day,
    no matter how low or despondent she may feel,
    she always rises for us,
    no matter anything, she won’t allow the world to weigh her down.
     
    Nothing troublesome seems to cross her path,
    or get in her way,
    she is never dismayed, at least not visibly
    but into confused darkness we may be thrust 
    when considering what lies in the heart of another
    when we don't know precisely what causes their pain, joy, ecstasy, or sorrow.
     
    The sun always brings a burning intensity,
    if we were to bring ourselves 
    close enough to the fair maiden,
    we too could experience her true potential of expression
    though, she insists on brightening the way for her king,
    she selects the path of righteousness; she promotes his healthy well-being.
     
    Sun shines her cordiality onto the path which is set
    for a man of great mystery, 
    perhaps of deep melancholy
    but someone definitely dusted with
    the makings of luminescent mastery,
    make way now, it is evening, it's time to introduce 
    the Man of the Moon.
     
    She and he share the same skies during the light of day, but at night,
    his lost lover is nowhere to be seen, she has upped and away.
    His misery at being permitted nary a moment with her,
    only observing Sun during the clouded skies from afar,
    a teasing of his heart which 
    miserably plucks at guitar strings,
    breaking the strums into dismayed delayed arpeggios 
    rather than solid ringing chords.
     
    Heartbroken, the Man of the Moon waits for her all night,
    glowing hopefully, yearning, silently begging
    for her to rise and turn her wondrous face his way,
    but then the night winds to an end,
    erasing any fervent hope, now an empty lull in his heart,
    he will reposition himself where he now belongs,
    and soon, Sun returns to the blue skies,
    just out of reach from her admiring love.
     
    Let us not be so hasty, I repeat in a whisper,
    let us explore the beauty of this day and morning, 
    again with wild abandon,
    because while time now seems so slow
    it is succinct in its fleeting moments and is amazingly precious,
    don’t allow these days to pass us by,
    I want to remember our times 
    when our hearts were as broad
    as Sun's grinning orange-quartered mouth,
    filled with the tartness of freshly squeezed juice 
    and the vitality of our youth.
    
    The sun smiles down upon us and gives me 
    a mischievous wink as though she wholeheartedly agrees.    
     
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  • Poem: The Heavy Bass – 18/01/20

    Poem: The Heavy Bass – 18/01/20

    I feel the beat within my veins,
    Vibrations, thrown off syncopation,
    They pull me from edge to edge,
    Paper thin and treacherous they betray the solid beats,
    An insistence of one-two-three-four,
    Heavy pounding, bass throbbing.
     
    Then, the lyrics,
    Divine,
    Singing of being unbreakable,
    Is that what we are?
    Are we made of such strength that 
    none can step forth and shatter us  
    into insignificant pieces?
    Of course, that’s how some of us are,
    Of course: that’s how we are wired.
     
    I admire the dance I envision in my mind's eye,
    The mass of revellers lost in moments of trance,
    Smiles wide, grins spread, arms up to the flashing show of lights,
    Taking in the stream of pure bliss and excitability,
    Just a spin around and around and around
    Ecstatic at living and breathing life as they dream freely.  
     
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  • Poem: A Morning Song – 18/01/20

    Poem: A Morning Song – 18/01/20

    I am inspired by experience, 
    because that’s the richness that I have,
    using my moments as potent fuel,
    a propellant, on the fire of dry bracken and chopped wood.
    Steady cracking ensues,
    and I can feel the force of heat throwing me back.
     
    Sometimes, some may feel burned
    by the stinging insults aimed toward another,
    or my apparent self-indulgence or lack of personal insight
    that is fanning the growing fire.  
     
    I understand that sometimes my words may also 
    feel like a vice,
    squashing you, contorting you into 
    tinier and smaller pieces,
    such discomfort to glean from assessing certain wordings,
    you may wish to readily escape.
     
    But I am enriched by the fire within my soul,
    and though I rarely detail positive moments,
    I can assure you I am a happy, bright bubbly girl,
    just a poet who has leanings toward 
    darker and distressing tones and subjects,
    I bear viewable insults and assessments 
    with acceptance and mild relevance.
    
    For none can take me down  
    if I care little for cruel or harsh critique,
    I will sing my songs,
    no matter their potency,
    my hand will not waver,
    and my voice, it will carry on,
    I’ll continue to speak.
     
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  • Poem: Underneath the Bridge – 17/01/20

    Poem: Underneath the Bridge – 17/01/20

    Underneath a bridge is where we huddle
    during fine misted mornings that swell
    with particles of fresh oxygen and unlisted chemicals,
    the conglomerate joins in a state of irony,
    of helpful and harmful.
     
    They are united as one with drawbacks and expulsions,
    in and out,
    the clouded fog permeates and breathes,
    enveloping our heads in a manner so delightful we cannot help but grin.
     
    The scent of grape and a slight hint of cherry 
    cheerily singes the nostrils,
    the plume of unknown contents really poisons, it does.
    But we will be safe from the atrocities,
    it is healthier, you see,
    as we puff, puff, puff, underneath the bridge 
    in our workplace yard.
     
    They may not be able to see us,
    but the dragon plumes are enough of a firm indicator.
     
    And then, sudden deaths came,
    detailed in the news and in the paper.
    The trend to use these devices claimed an epidemic,
    all because we wanted a safer and more fashionable 
    cloud of flavoured poison.
    
    If only we knew, the damage to many could have been avoided,
    mutterings and wailing of "I didn't know", 
    as devices are flung aside or onto the pavement. 
    Our haze evaporates into the air,
    it’s time to get back to work.    
     
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  • Poem: Passing Judgements – 17/01/20

    Poem: Passing Judgements – 17/01/20

    It is easy enough to pass judgement over something 
    as nonspecific as a cloud,
    Oh, there, can you see it? I hear you squeal so loud.
    It’s like a clock without a face, without an actual dial!
    You peal into giggles at the notion,
    delighted you are, so well.
    
    You smile widely to yourself, 
    without knowing you’ve passed judgement
    on something as important as 
    a passing puff of Heaven’s breathiness
    as she opens her heart and soul to something that is detailed in curves,
    not words,
    you are amazed by the configuration that wells and swells.
     
    Sweetheart, will you take a look at this?
    I present you with a picture book,
    it’s your favourite, remember, 
    the one Auntie sent from New Orleans?
    With the mouse that can’t be squashed by 
    the left hand of a violin’s caressed neck,
    he must remain living, 
    and explore all his adventures with 
    a great and fervent need while dodging Death.
     
    Why is he so smelly? you ask, holding your nostrils, 
    as though there is a great pong.
    Sweetheart! I exclaim, aghast. 
    Why would you think like that, to do so is very wrong!
    There are no signs within this picture book that show his scent is untoward, and I request your explanation: 
    why is it that you assumed his scent was?
     
    It is because he is brown 
    and his fur looks very dirty, you explain, 
    tenuto on the d, like deh… deh… deh…
    smelly, dirty little mouse, pong!
    You start laughing as you say these words freely.
    
    And now I see how easy it is for you to make an assumption,
    based on a simple interpretation 
    that opens up doors of certain inappropriateness,
    but for you, sweetheart, you are not wrong in the slightest,
    for you have expressed your thoughts and yourself in a manner that suits you the finest.  
     
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  • Poem: Languidness – 16/01/20

    Poem: Languidness – 16/01/20

     Languid, my arm flops and hangs from the mattress,
     I am but a mere weakened being 
     suffering my body’s wretched heat.
      
     My toes wriggle, it’s the most exercise 
     I’m able to perform,
     I am exhausted, and I’ve barely woken up.
      
     What is this ill health surrounding my body?
     a yellowing at the edges of an ancient book,
     curling me into an apostrophe, 
     into bedlam my innards are rearranging,
     my health it needs cleansing.
      
     I sleep for hours at a time,
     on and off, 
     the clock ticks with a decisive inertia 
     I cough and cough,
     but my lungs are still bloated and unclean.
      
     The pages turn into smithereens
     which I am made to breathe,
     the tainted yet immediately literary air 
     is now within my airways
     and is exploring my bloodstream.
      
     I smile to myself,
     languid though I am, 
     I reach for pen and paper
     scrawl for hours – 
     the ink is dragged along the modern parchment
     by my excitable left hand. 
    
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  • Poem: The Silent Sea – 16/01/20

    Poem: The Silent Sea – 16/01/20

    Sometimes my mind is like a silent sea
    and I’m carefully wading, 
    trespassing on little homes and crevasses,
    minute creatures existing, fearful that 
    my bumbling toes may enter their havens 
    and crush them unwittingly.
     
    I am not a murderer,
    I take heed of all that is around me,
    even the swimming thoughts 
    that cloud this shallow pool of my mind,
    I bathe in them;
    I allow them to soak in.
     
    Suddenly my puckered twinkling toes are 
    as creased as the digits of the venerable,
    and smiling, I play with the ridges,
    wondering at how I became so bloated on the silent thoughts
    that while mute, still speak to me.
     
    Because, I know, 
    I understand that within my silent seascape,
    there is a path, though hidden,
    which leads me back to the dunes.
     
    I can wade as long as I like, peeking into the water,
    splashing like teardrops my sparkling eyes
    as I take in the shimmering surface of the sea.
     
    Did I mention my sea is calm?
    There are no crashing waves,
    only thoughts, thoughts, mulling,
    contemplative, arresting, heart-wrenching,
    thoughts, thoughts, all the same.
     
    I suddenly realise I don’t wish to escape,
    to my pilgrim land of the dunes which will only
    forsake me in the end, 
    drying me out as though parchment in the rich summer’s heat,
    the humidity stifling,
    I’d rather remain with my feet twiddling in the sea.
     
    Perhaps I can remain here forever,
    I could live on, hoping for the shallow 
    to become awash as the deep,
    I could happily reside here,
    as long as She doesn’t continue to bloat 
    the tips of my extremities.  
     
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  • Poem: Outrageous, Woman – 15/01/20

    Poem: Outrageous, Woman – 15/01/20

    I am outrageously emotional,
    perhaps it is the time of your menses, you suggest.
    Insensitive little man,
    you will not remain long with that attitude of rude assumption.
     
    You pride yourself on tinkering with words which speak dully,
    with a hollowness that persists,
    your xylophone of musicality is anything but lyrical or sweet.
     
    Instead the notes slot themselves into an irregular line,
    jutting out here and there,
    no adherence as to how I’d like to be spoken to,
    your line of cacophony has no subtly or care.
     
    And as I wonder how it is you’ve survived life for so long,
    with an attitude of ignorant bliss,
    I come to the conclusion that
    it does not really matter,
    the fact is:
    you exist.
    
    And there are others like you,
    insensitive, brutish cads
    who’ve not learned to treat a leading lady with due respect,
    for every woman is of this role,
    and once their women are gone,
    they’ll realise what they’ve lost,
    how amazing the women were that they had,
    clearly they never deserved them at all.
      
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