Poem: Addiction – 08/07/20

Addiction,
it can reveal itself in 
many insidious forms:

drugs,
alcohol,
food,
another person,
even yourself.
ย 
It starts off small,
nothing sinister,
just a drag here, a sip there,
a few excited texts in a row,
or the journal in which
you scrawl 
endless thoughts of your own.
ย 
Addiction,
itโ€™s potent,
perhaps youโ€™ll succumb to it,
grasping blindly,
fingernails dragging,
internally snarling,
give me him/it/that/treat
need it want it
canโ€™t be without it
ย 
The pen scrawls as though
itโ€™s a mind of its own,
detailing your lover
or your self-obsession,
your catharsis,

youโ€™re stuck, stuck, stuck,
on sharing -
wonโ€™t someone help 
break this cycle?
ย 
Addiction, itโ€™s engulfed me
itโ€™s taken oโ€™er,
I am wallowing,

and now
and now
and now
I cannot stop
I wonโ€™t,
because I do not know how.

My addiction, all former 
afflictions cast aside, 
this was the one left to
to quietly fester and grow.

ยฉ 2020 Lauren M. Hancock. All rights reserved.
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8 responses to “Poem: Addiction – 08/07/20”

  1. Douglas Hancock Avatar
    Douglas Hancock

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    DMW Hancock

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    1. Lauren M. Hancock Avatar

      Thank you ๐Ÿ™‚

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  2. donmatthewspoetry Avatar

    A great write Lauren…..

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    1. Lauren M. Hancock Avatar

      Iโ€™m glad you enjoyed it. Thanks so much for your comments.

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  3. naomhbriste Avatar
    naomhbriste

    This hits home. Day two of recovery starts for me now. Only day two. But it’s still something I am proud of

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    1. Lauren M. Hancock Avatar

      Two days is great, Naohm. Keep up the good work. Keep being strong and definitely feel proud of yourself and beginning this journey.

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  4. Rehab Centers in Murfreesboro Avatar

    Thanks for sharing this. I really loved the way you have organized this blog post. Will definitely be sharing this post with my friendsโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. Lauren M. Hancock Avatar

      Thank you so much for your comment! I’m glad you enjoyed my post. ๐Ÿ™‚

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