Perception, my view of my world varies greatly. Some days I will be bright and bubbly, others, my nervous stomach cavernous, painful, empty. My perception is like it’s being drawn across a dotted line, where will the line stop? Will visions of positivity or potent feelings be mine? How I see things is not determined only by my internal workings, rather, influenced by others and the way I react to their activities, their feelings, I do not dare sit here and blame, I simply state and tell, this is how my perception is swayed, this I will reveal. Of course, my inner cogs turn and gears grind when reacting to something that upsets me, affects my perception in my life, but I cannot blame anyone for how I react or feel simply because I should be able to control myself – self-control, you know the drill. And I wonder, how do others’ perceptions come about, how are they constructed, do they remain constant through an encounter, level throughout? I’m not sure, I’d have to speak of this with them, what causes another person’s thoughts and feelings to suddenly twist inside of them? For some, it may be a riddle, for others, I may have a slight internal view, but if they fully alert me, and I share my perceptions on that with them, won’t we be all the more knowledgeable? © 2020 Lauren M. Hancock. All rights reserved. Photo by Saffu on Unsplash
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