Tag: freedom

  • Poem: Mermaid – 23/02/20

    Poem: Mermaid – 23/02/20

    Searching, seeking, waiting,
    As though pressed against a boulder by the shore,
    Awaiting a mere glimpse of a mermaid,
    Even a speckle of her tail,
    To prove her reality, that she truly exists.
    This mermaid shall not,
    Cannot be a myth.
     
    Waiting,
    Quietly tempted by the rolling water,
    Gentle yet unique in its miniature tides,
    Perfect for disguising the mystical creature that she is.
     
    Her hair will be thrown back,
    She is gorgeous,
    With her brunette barrels,
    Strung together loosely with her 
    Salted watery waves of hair,
    And I will smile to myself as I know 
    It is wise that I have remained
    Searching, seeking, waiting,
    For this creature to be seen,
    Her presence saved.
     
    I do not know what else to do but carefully,
    Stoically wait,
    I’ve been here for hours it seems,
    Even though minutes tick,
    They do remain.
     
    Then out of the corner of my eye,
    A flash of turquoise blue-green,
    Was that it?
    Is that all she will allow me to see?
    A moment of truth that of her world she also exists within my reality?
     
    Everything is interconnected, this is how it seems,
    And bright scales glistening in the sunlight prove to me,
    And enhance my knowledge that beauty and wonder
    Do in fact remain.
     
    It only takes a keen eye and patience to unravel
    The secrets that are hidden beyond within the static starkness of the air
    And the depths beyond mankind’s drains,
    Is where we will find her,
    It’s where she now will temporarily remain.  
    © 2020 Lauren M. Hancock. All rights reserved.
    Image by 2234701 from Pixabay

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  • Poem: A Little Crescendo – 30/01/20

    Poem: A Little Crescendo – 30/01/20

    Sometimes I need to realise that the wind
    simply needs to unwind
    to leave his breath upon the windowsill
    and tangle within the trees.
    The branches and he will create a mischievous dance
    a mild form of light-hearted sorcery
    as the magic weaves its language
    strange capitulations together;
    they succumb to each other
    the swooning moments
    it seems he’ll never leave.
     
    I’m here watching o’er these two
    it’s amazing to see,
    precious to view because I know 
    there is little fight left between this pair
    they secretly cherish one another
    they breathe through
    air to wood
    wood to air.
     
    Sometimes the wind needs to cherish something
    other than itself
    blustering around something other than me
    although I miss his presence
    I know he’ll return when he deems it rightly so,
    he’ll take his leave,
    come back to me.
     
    © 2020 Lauren M. Hancock. All rights reserved.
    All images signed “LMH”
    are copyrighted 2019-2020 by Lauren M. Hancock
    and all rights reserved.

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  • Poem: Floating – 22/12/19

    Poem: Floating – 22/12/19

     Here I float,
     in this ether of dreamy fluffiness,
     in this air of pillowy indefiniteness, 
      
     where I am swimming,
     arm over arm I transport 
     my body, less than willing
     from the beginning, 
     where did it start?
     it’s all so blurry.
      
     The billowing surroundings breathe 
     around my form
     as though they are carefully 
     brushing, pressing, enveloping me
     to create a sense of protection
     to be truly brought forth.
     
     And now I decide to ascend, 
     into a reality that’s perfection for this 
     aching corporal form itself.
      
     Allow me to float higher,
     allow me to rise so freely,
     permit me the sanctions of allowance
     to wipe away past human sins.
      
     The freedom of moral purging
     expunges the inner darkness
     of its deepest historical seeds,
     and the effect of cleansing 
     it duly permits
     can be endlessly felt and seen.
      
     I am a rising spirit,
     an ethereal being
     now free of earthly sin.
    
     Watch as I become at one with
     earth and air,
     I am now purely immaterial,
     I am no one,
     of my former self,
     there's nothing there.
     
     © 2019 Lauren M. Hancock 
    also known as Alice Well. All rights reserved. 
    
     
     

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  • Poem: My Peasant Fairy Godmother – 18/11/19

    Poem: My Peasant Fairy Godmother – 18/11/19

     My peasant fairy godmother,
    so round and delicate and wise,
    an orb and an orb unto herself,
    she flies to me through the skies.
     
    To provide me assistance,
    to provide me with hope
    she waves her hands and magically
    provides me with her delicate scope
     
    of wisdom and inner strength
    of power and enhanced desire
    she touches my nose with her glistening wand
    and I cry out:
    “I can finally leave home!”
    I possess the power.
     
    Because my desire, my mission,
    is to not leave to meet my prince,
    my desire is to be self-sufficient,
    to create a world, a home for myself,
    among the whistling trees,
    beneath the glistening stars,
    underneath the warming moon
    which smiles upon me with ease.
     
    Now I need not run from my duties,
    of attending to many others,
    of being on my hands and knees,
    cleaning up after my sisters.
     
    I now know I have the power to
    walk away from the muck,
    it is not my responsibility,
    I can now work Life out on my own,
    according to my own internal clock.
     
    It is brave of me to do away
    with the burdening system that kept me away
    from obtaining a sense of freedom
    where I was always downtrodden.
     
    In my new rich silk and satin blue gown
    I will run from the lot of them,
    My life is now my own.
     
    © 2019 Lauren M. Hancock
    also known as Alice Well. All rights reserved.

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  • Poetry: Clearing Lungs – 02/11/19

    Poetry: Clearing Lungs – 02/11/19

    With lungs as free as the movement of transformed butterfly wings, allow yourselves to soar. Having emerged from the cocoon, as beautiful as the opening scene of a night’s full moon, sing to the world, despite what you might feel, you are worthy of being heard. And if no one appears to be listening, ears and eyes scorning the truths you have to tell, continue your melodies, and your truthful lullabies, with lungs so clear and free; you have ideas and beliefs to uphold. Never stop creating, even if you know the presence of some are temporarily unseen.

    You are doing this for you; your expression, your world, your passion, tell yourself: “This is for me,” – even though it’d be nice if some of the world could also experience it and see. But how wonderful it would be for them to join you on a journey as you explore the interior and exterior of your world. Together you and they could sing together, your melodies meshing with all manners of ease.

    Their attentions are most appreciated, for really, in the end, all most of the world wishes to be is heard. And in true song, evocative thoughts and feelings can shared with each other. There’s no need to become saddened or undone.

    © 2019 Lauren M. Hancock also known as Alice Well. All rights reserved.


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  • Poem: Adorn Thy Clause: An Acerbic Recollection of 2015 – 20/10/19

    Poem: Adorn Thy Clause: An Acerbic Recollection of 2015 – 20/10/19

     ‘Adorn thy clause, irreverently yours’, 
    You once held my yearning heart for ransom.
     
    I spoke the loving words you never spoke,
    As my heart held open doors,
    Now they’re firmly closed,
    No in-and-out fairies a-prancing.
     
    Many times, I proclaimed my ardour for you
    With brightened smiles and flowery poetry,
    But the wool was pulled over my eyes,
    And now it’s time to share the story.  
     
    Had you not made me walk your path
    Where I experienced your sheer manipulation
    And audacity
     
    I might have never found my true love and known
    How I deserved to be treated by another,
    Decently, respectfully, properly.

    The juxtaposition between my present love
    And your lying proclamations was a comparative
    Level of suffering.

    You should not have been allowed to
    Remain in my life for that long
    The fact you had is strangely amazing.
     
    Oh, call the lyrebirds,
    And the peacocks with their brightened plumes!
    That evening when we first properly spent time together,
    We had our first emotional encounter in that starched white room.
     
    But as likely with all your romances,
    You caused this to become pear shaped,
    You blasted away any sense of responsibility
    You took my hard work, honour, and generosity
    For granted each and every day.
     
    Your behaviour should have been wiped away.
     
    I didn’t need something or someone like this in my life,
    I’m actually glad that you pulled yourself away,
    Excised me from my strife,
    For I had better things to write of, feel and say,
    I was worthy of the then-unwanted freedom you cast my way.
     
    And for months I was required to heal,
    My mental health wrecked and ravaged,
    I speak for myself, as I speak for all,
    We are not all left that damaged.
     
    So, I adorn my clause,
    To you I present not even as irreverently yours,
    Not even sincere in the slightest.
    But because of you, and how you make me felt,
    Like dirt smooshed into the ground,
    I realise and know that I deserve behaviour
    Only of the finest merit.

    © 2019 Alice Well Art, Lauren M. Hancock also known as Alice Well. All rights reserved.


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  • Story: Wide-Eyed Elven Pixie – 20/10/19

    Story: Wide-Eyed Elven Pixie – 20/10/19

    There was once a wide-eyed elven pixie. Let’s call her Hannah. Beneath the surface of something great, there lurked Hannah’s terror. Because underneath the façade of her perfectly manicured life, in the forest there dwelled something – a horror! – that would and could cause her much strife.

    Hannah was an unlikely host to this being which attached itself to the one it fancied the most. This creature was shudder-inducing, this creature caused others to weep and wail, because this creature was abhorrently unpleasant and stank to high hell.

    Upon Hannah’s back this creature was firmly attached, sucking, sucking the life from her. Because like a leech it drank from its victims, feeding more and more, this was the creature’s system.

    The creature, Norbert, was a cruel thing to behold; he only thought of himself and how he could benefit from another’s pain and suffering twofold. He was selfish, uncaring, and manipulative as he rode on his host’s backs, and Hannah was suffering greatly from his presence, I cannot say anything less than that.

    Oh, how she tried to remove Norbert, with a thick stick to poke and slide against his gooey form. Oh, how she grabbed at the awkward place he was situated, and tried to pull him off her aching back. And oh, how she managed to shift him just a little, with a shriek and a squeal Norbert know his days were likely limited.

    Then Hannah had a wondrous idea! She leaned against a rough tree trunk. Holding the wood either side, hands behind her hips, she grated her vile pest against the surface’s bumps.

    “Nooooooo!” Norbert wailed as he came away in pieces, like the innards of a bag of shredded three-cheese mix for Pizza night’s meal. Soon only the suckers with their strong suction remained, her lower back felt much better, perfectly lighter all the same. The pieces of Norbert tried to reform themselves into their former being of parasitic venom, but they would not be permitted, because Hannah decided to quickly eat the lot of them.  

    © 2019 Alice Well Art, Lauren M. Hancock also known as Alice Well. All rights reserved.


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  • Story: The Most Easily Startled Shark You Would Ever Meet – 01/09/19

    Story: The Most Easily Startled Shark You Would Ever Meet – 01/09/19

    Spike was an easily startled shark, everything he saw caused him a sense of horror to be seen, he jumped at the sight of anything, even a malformed coral piece lurking deep within the sea. The shadowy darkness of a cavern would make him tremble just so, the privacy for him was no sense or heaven to want, need of or know. Better that he stayed away, glided off, swum away, into fresher waters before he bumped into a fish hook plied with a slimy worm which refused to be still, to stay, and the notion that he could be caught by a nasty human terrified him this day.

    The worm upon the hook swayed, swayed this way and that, grinning to Spike seemingly, murmuring that it would be okay, to eat him, to taste, how delicious he would be, why, he only needed to have just a little taste, and then freedom from the sea Spike would be knowing, this was a fact! Because Spike disliked being in the depths, he wanted to free of the sights and scenes of the sea’s frightening views, and if that meant he had to throw himself out of the sea, that was what he was prepared to do. But now that Worm was presenting another way to escape this world, Spike was beginning to grow less suspicious, perhaps the hook would take him upward in a method that was safe to be known. He didn’t have to bite into it, cause the hook to puncture his mouth, his precious face, he could perhaps link himself onto it with his tail or his fins, that would hurt less, and would allow him a view like nothing else. 

    As he would rise from the deep, he envisaged himself dangling with ease, looking down upon the shrinking seascape feeling so very pleased. He would see the passing whales, spouting out water from their blowholes, schools of fish in the pristine water so clever, swarming together, so fit. The image itself seemed to make Spike happy, it was a method of escaping, to be taken away, to a better place, where, once lifted high enough, he could detach himself and throw himself on land, then a new life he would find. It all made perfect sense to him, thus he then hooked his tail to the hook, not before having devoured the worm though, the living form of protein he knew would be wise to take from the hook.  

    With a shake and a tug, he alerted to the humans up above that he was ready to be lifted up. Slowly they allowed his ascent, permitting him the view around the sea and above, just as he had thought, the views were just as he’d understood and were what the worm had explained to him, what he’d meant, and soon he was hanging from above a trawling ship, where large fish rested upon their deck such as huge specimens of marlin and tuna.

    “MY!” called the fishermen. “WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT??” A collective gasp as they view Spike the frightened shark as he approached them with an apparent gruesome intent. His teeth were bared wide with fright, although the humans misconstrued this as threatening, he swung this way and that, trying to free himself onto land, from the firm hook that was keeping him from escaping. It was not going along as planned, he wanted to be free of these gawking, threatening men, who surely only wanted to eat him later, moments before in which he’d surely be suffering.

    Around and around Spike swung, he was barely avoiding the men with their grappling hands and violent bats. He didn’t know precisely what they wanted to do with them, but it seemed as though they wanted to hit him many times, this seemed an obvious fact. He wriggled about and wriggled some more, and slipped from the hook, onto the deck the humans were grinning, their desires almost assured. He slid this way to escape them, and then slid to the end of the ship some more, until he was heavy enough to weigh them down, a forty five degree angle the ship was now at large.

    Spike knew that to get to the nearby land he would need to pop back into the sea, but he was reluctant to do so, because he had been so eager to leave. What if he couldn’t escape the sea again so easily, without the fisherman’s hook leverage, essentially he would have to bounce from here to there, with a type of cushioning to please. So instead he grabbed two humans, the ones who seemed most intent on having him of this world leave, and he sat upon them, allowing them to be buoyant, life saving devices for them now to be. They were frightened, startled beyond belief, at being attached to Spike, but he smiled to himself, grinned inside, and said, “Well, that’s what happens when you try to make me into oil, meat and hide!” They shook vigorously, their eyes widened and startled, their words begging for him to free them, but he wouldn’t, after all, he needed them, to escape their hunting world.

    Splash, he re-entered his previous world, and bounce up and down, he did, with delight, the humans realised that they could also survive here, as long as their heads were kept above water, they would be able to remain alive. He swum towards the bank, the shore where he would live quietly and well, and once he’d used the humans for his benefits, he detached from them, waved them off, and said his fond farewells.

    “Thanks for capturing me, I captured you in turn,” he said with a snide smile. “I am no longer frightened of you, this place, or my former world.” He was a shark of great bravery, for his travels he had learned, that there was nothing to be scared of, at least not in his new world. There were no brightly coloured corals to hurt himself upon, there were no murky caverns to explore and discover undesirables inside waiting to be known, and now upon land the only thing Spike needed to be worried of was remaining hydrated and having enough air to breathe in and out with precious appreciation and grateful love. He had overcome his fears, just by entering our reality, our world. Sometimes leaving behind what we do not wish to face can allow us to explore other exciting realms.

    © 2019 Alice Well, Lauren M. Hancock also known as Alice Well. All rights reserved.


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