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  • poem: perform – 28/02/22

    poem: perform – 28/02/22


    by Lauren M. Hancock
     
    I wanna dance the night away
    away from the tirades and smiles and the drains
    from the bastards and the potions and the trees that won’t
    bend to them
    the portentous little rascals who think they have the best of them.

    I won’t dance in the ocean, no, no,
    I won’t dance in the lukewarm sea,
    I won’t float in the bubbles where the fish might surface
    without mermen
    I won’t dance in the ocean
    I won’t toil, succumb to the lot of them.

    What I will do is this,
    I’ll prance to Schumann and Liszt
    and Tchaikovsky and Rachmaninov
    Prokofiev and Dvorak,
    and then Mozart and Handel will grasp my heart
    with the lot of them
    I will perform Bruch and Lalo
    and beg, no, beg, for future, golden tomorrows.

    My violin, its fingerboard, blacker than the devil’s sin
    demons alive within, won’t you reign them in?
    And listen to my talent, reinstated through
    tyrannous hard work,
    I’ll make it, I’ll make it,
    you’ll see, this body will perform.
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  • Poem: the swaying violinist – 17/12/21

    Poem: the swaying violinist – 17/12/21


    as I sit by the fireplace I wonder,
    what is the occasion we are all searching for?
    the virtuosic line of violin sweeping the pavement and
    rising with dear dear sentiment
    vibrato so wide and with dissent with disapproval
    the other turns down his smile and walks away
    he does not like this piece
    this celebration of mine
    a joyous showiness filled with mirth and grins and sways and swings
    trip-lett-ing
    flautando then glissing
     

    falling falling for him as he walks from my view
    this mistake this mistake I’m putting myself through
    but it’s fine, it’s permissible, to fall for the wrong man
    for at times we can wine and dine ourselves with our
    superficial charms and demands

    up in arms are we when he and I waltz together
    myself him and that violin we are tiptoeing
    we are prance-footing
    to the beat to the beat which is spread with the most ravenous of ease,
    to please the soloist we must make amends
    and allow for its treatment to be stretched
    it’s a show, you see,
    and he must turn and face me.
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  • Poem: Arrival – 02/09/21

    Poem: Arrival – 02/09/21

    Bass throbs, soulful beings,
    sends hope forth, ecstasy springing,
    accumulative movements,
    dance, stomp, flow, singing,
    heavenly brightness, utterly amazing.

    Grinning, growing, flowing,
    feeding the memories with presence
    of mind growing,
    understanding not of false currencies,
    but true depth, the priceless act of self-knowledge.

    Enrichment of beat, melody, beat, flow,
    watch all breathe together,
    exist, inhale, delving powerful unknowns,
    fluidity of momentum,
    yet treble and bass must war as one,
    disharmonious then tacit agreement
    portentous enlightenment ne’er come undone.   

    Now, follow the music for
    your own vivid truths,
    enriched understanding,
    crimson red, deep blue infused,
    dance to the flow and rhythm of
    your own unique path,
    you’ll arrive,
    you’ve arrived,
    finally, at long last.  

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  • Poem: Murmur – 23/08/20

    Poem: Murmur – 23/08/20

    I murmur into the darkness,
    whisper softly,
    I breathe,
     
    complex heart-song,
    twisted tuning,
    haunted melodies,
     
    I open my eyes
    only to see
    a triptych of beauty,
     
    artistic finery,
    talent conjoined
    with colour refined in shades only for me.
     
    I murmur,
    I murmur,
    I murmur,
     
    softly, now, see?
    I traverse through my mind,
    my brightness the spotlight
     
    which allows me
    to see the artist’s
    work, one of a kind, freely.
     
    Internally I heave,
    and I breathe,
    heavier still,
     
    and I postulate that this
    will be everything
    that I have ever wanted,
     
    needed,
    been required
    to ever see.
    
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  • Poem: Returning to the Strings – Spoken Word and Text – 12/06/20

    Poem: Returning to the Strings – Spoken Word and Text – 12/06/20

    Spoken by Lauren M. Hancock.
    I feel inept,
    my instrument
    has not been touched
    for months.
     
    I blow aside the proverbial dust,
    hold my violin up,
    my fingers grasp it somewhat awkwardly,
    how could I have allowed
    my practice to lapse?
     
    No excuses of being
    too busy,
    but rather lacking
    the motivation
    to allow my fingers
    to become less lazy.
     
    I try to drag the bow
    across the strings,
    skating sounds,
    harsh tones,
    this should not be how
    the heart speaks.
     
    I try an improvisation,
    a fast, hindered passage
    ensues,
     
    no delicacy,
    no tones so loving,
    where are the docile tunes?
     
    I am disappointed in myself,
    if I had kept up the hard work
    there would be less difficulty
    for pleasing notes to be heard –
     
    time to dedicate myself
    to the hard work
    once more.
     
    But the recurring scales now,
    with their tedious requirement,
    because of my returned boredom
    they will be ignored.
     
    Best to explore,
    regain my interest
    in this beautiful wooden structure,
    let it return as a dedicated pastime
    my skills, will they shine bright?
    When will they return?
     
    With time, they will,
    I am sure,
    I will work arduously
    at acquiring and fostering them again.
     
    Soon enough, wonderful melodies
    sing from the strings,
    I sway with the rhythms,
    the emotions,
    the feelings,
     
    though it took time
    to return to a level of skill
    acceptable for my high standards,
    there’s always room for one
    to progress even further.
     
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  • Poem: The Inspiring Nature of Silence – Audio and Text – 09/06/20

    Poem: The Inspiring Nature of Silence – Audio and Text – 09/06/20

    Melodious but intrusive tunes,
    notes pummelling my head,
    I need serenity,
    a sense of quiet,
    for my thoughts to develop, to process
    and later be said,
    then shared.
     
    The music, though in the background
    it is rude, unintentionally evicts,
    any chance,
    any sense of imaginative words
    to be brought to life,
    with the distraction
    they fail to exist.
     
    The notes,
    the rise and fall of melodies,
    they are truly terrifying and deafening,
    a lack of threaded thoughts, 
    a barren forest of consciousness,
    I traverse,
    I wander blindly.
     
    Though at a volume,
    a decibel,
    that may
    calm another’s senses,
     
    relax them,
    muscles easing tension,
    brain waves altering,
     
    to me,
    it is like a repetitive
    noisy neighbour,
    relentless,
    intent on knocking for a shared and unwarranted
    cup of tea,
    I don’t know about others,
    but my creations need silence all around me.
     
    Thankfully my explanation
    of this music as a distractor,
    allows another to understand
    that with my thoughts I am their maestro,
    of them my will should command.
     
    Though it may seem ironic,
    that a being such as I
    with a musical background
    such a large part of my life,
    cannot bear creating
    my words with an unwanted backing,
     
    this is the way I know
    my best state of mind
    in which to be,
     
    I want the silence,
    the silence,
    where moments of creativity
    can easily strike me.
     
    The moment the intrusion is ceased,
    the moment silence arrives,
    what hits me?
     
    A burst of inspiration,
    I reach for my pen,
    and hope to vividly capture the leading thoughts
    in my mind,
    perhaps I’ll make my own poetic music,
    rhythm, metre, tone, rhyme.
    
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  • Poem: The Path – 23/04/20

    Poem: The Path – 23/04/20

    Weariness, Weariness,
    rests upon my head,
    where cobwebs and stilted cogs lay well rested
    in their beds,
    the machinery’s movements have ceased,
    Weariness allows me to take that break,
    but behind the scenes I’m still ruminating,
    I simply disguise it from him.
     
    Aptitude, Aptitude,
    once carefully measured with closely observed time,
    makes me wonder now whether the path was worth
    the efforts to propel me so far,
    because what am I doing here with this life?
     
    I know,
    I know,
    that intelligence comes in many forms,
    not always those tested,
    skills, handiwork,  
    of Aptitude, many are assured.
     
    Desire, Desire,
    to be something more,
    to perform something else,
    to rise to the challenge and advance myself,
    it is not only in the mind that Desire does seek,
    a change,
    a triumphant case,
    in which I can alternatively speak.
     
    Knowledge, Knowledge,
    have I sucked you bone-dry from the pages
    I have to tend to?
    The parched paper with its annotations and highlighted markings
    grins at me,
    resonate reminders of hard work and times oh-so studious.
     
    Whenever I am down on myself,
    I simply need to glance at my words,
    my interpretations,
    the violin fingerings,
    the sheet music’s markings,
     
    and I understand that I have worked arduously
    at several crafts,
    and have returned to the original craft of my own.
     
    Conclusions, Conclusions
    are like cadences softly spoken,
    the melodious cessations of my
    quiet contemplation,
    I’m not performing at Life so badly,
    according to my efforts
    I’m trying to better myself,
    there is no need to sink, sink down,
    to aim a tirade toward myself,
     
    I am improving,
    daily,
    through the efforts of no one other than myself.  
    
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  • Poem: The Heavy Bass – 18/01/20

    Poem: The Heavy Bass – 18/01/20

    I feel the beat within my veins,
    Vibrations, thrown off syncopation,
    They pull me from edge to edge,
    Paper thin and treacherous they betray the solid beats,
    An insistence of one-two-three-four,
    Heavy pounding, bass throbbing.
     
    Then, the lyrics,
    Divine,
    Singing of being unbreakable,
    Is that what we are?
    Are we made of such strength that 
    none can step forth and shatter us  
    into insignificant pieces?
    Of course, that’s how some of us are,
    Of course: that’s how we are wired.
     
    I admire the dance I envision in my mind's eye,
    The mass of revellers lost in moments of trance,
    Smiles wide, grins spread, arms up to the flashing show of lights,
    Taking in the stream of pure bliss and excitability,
    Just a spin around and around and around
    Ecstatic at living and breathing life as they dream freely.  
     
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  • Poetry and Prose: Symphonies of Kindness – 06/10/19

    Poetry and Prose: Symphonies of Kindness – 06/10/19

    Feel those interlacing melodies, the interwoven harmonies rise and fall, like a spectacular swarm of hungry, eager bees, starved from Autumn and Winter, waiting for the buds of Spring to appease them all. These melodic bees enter the symphony as they desire, lifting and lilting with their buzzes strictly moving from flower to flower. The pollen dirties their legs, but, they do not mind, they are not self-conscious, neither are they abashed, because they love the dirty work as much as any other insect, except these can rise far higher than any other with a set task at hand.

    And like these precious hungry bees, I speak to you, begging for nourishment. For my meal of sustenance, and for my deep-seeded hunger to be fulfilled and cause a whirlwind of taste-bud excitement and delight. Others would not feed me their love, they starved me, in fact, they took from my heartfelt feelings and left me broken and bruised, a gaping hole in my stomach and soul, from associating with people who didn’t deserve the true Me that I was offering them. Had I offered my heart to you? Did you laugh as I despaired at losing the presence of you?

    But now I can hear that buzzing, accompanying a melodious male voice, speaking of acceptance, duality, and kindness, symphonies of smiling adoration and knowingness. You have taken me into your life, made music out of the lullabies I sung to thee, and with your arm around me, we sing together now, accompanied by our symphony of precious bees. Because their pollen will fertilise the flowers, make them bloom, blossom, grow, for many hours, and with their colourful additions into the scene, you and I can travel hand in hand to places we’ve never thought to have been.

    Our armour has been displaced upon the ground; unwanted, unnecessary, and now unknown. Because, in you, my love has been found.

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  • Story: The Boom Box and the Grape – 11/08/19

    Story: The Boom Box and the Grape – 11/08/19

    They grooved together as no other two could.

    The Boom Box sat above the hotel, on the top of the roof, thinking, “Well, goodness, this is utterly boring!” No one to play for, no one to entertain, nothing worth sharing, the tunes from his brain. The rooftop was deserted, there was nothing but air conditioning vents, and an entrance to the stairwell. This was the place where Boom Box often came to vent.

    Despite the illusion that a boom box’s existence was happy, jolly, bombastic, Boom Box actually suffered from moment of deep sadness, when he realised his presence and tunes were unappreciated. After all, he played songs from a cassette recorded in the 1980’s, and while the many tunes were pleasing and repetitive to him, others wanted something more modern to dance away the night with their hands filled with glasses of rum, scotch, whisky or gin. Their tastes were very specific, this crowd that I speak of, a refined understanding, a niche listening style, a charismatic knowledge. Unfortunately for Boom Box, he had been assigned to this crowd, whom gathered at midnight every Friday in the ballroom five stories below. He was tired of being something that he was not, he wanted to revel and sing, to provide his 1980’s tunes and be appreciated for the songs he held within.

    So, one evening, on a Friday night when he was meant to otherwise be occupied, he snuck into the pool room, where there was being held a party, at a quarter to nine. The pool was filled with inflatable toys, the room decorated in a celebratory style, a lone swimmer clasping a pool noodle smiled at him and said, “Hey Boom Box! Give me some music, play me something until it gets well into my head!” He picked his favourite song, and away the sound did blast, the person in the pool decided to jump out onto the concrete and he proceeded to fervently dance. He seemed to love the tune, it was everything he had been hoping for, a sound that came to him and so very soon would there be more revellers accompanying this ecstatic dancer.

    Then, all of a sudden,  Boom Box was swept up from the ground, thrown upwards, almost seemingly to the heavens, and placed within a tight grip of a purple hand upon a shoulder, a perfect spot for this contraption. The hand adjusted the knobs, bass and treble, volume pumped loud, and away the tunes would go! Boom Box looked down at his holder, and with a giggle of great delight, he realised he had been swept up by an excitable, bouncy Grape, who seemed funky now, her style and mood would never truly abate, her aura seemed so alive and alight.

    She grooved with the mood, sung along to the love songs, the power ballads, the crooning, the dancing music, the tunes, it was all so damned fantastic! The revellers greatly appreciated the Grape’s efforts, and wind back and play and wind back and play, repeatedly, would Boom Box of his tunes, that he thought, “Stuff it, I will not bother with the people in the ballroom.” This was his place now, his room of his ultimate forte, he would remain here every Friday, ignoring the ballroom always. After all, it wasn’t as though they appreciated him up there, and the music he was forced to play them was stuffy and of it he did not hold one iota of care. And when the hotel staff came looking for him at a quarter past one, he simply silenced himself, pretended to be dead and faulty, and away for a boom box replacement did the hotel staff run.

    Grape proved a great partner, she was such a warm, sweetened and talented ball of fruit, Boom Box wondered whether she had been sent from afar to save him from the bathroom’s continued metaphorical noose. Grape was the groove master who knew how to speed things faster, and slow them right down, to create a mood-like roller coaster. Now he was relaxed, with her, in her presence, it seemed together they would go far, but even if only for the night, their collaboration meant much to him, for it also meant he had not gone down without a fight. The ballroom members could be completely forgotten for all he cared, memories erased that very night, his efforts no longer forced to be shared.

    Grape and Boom Box, the epic new duo, the talented pair, they ended up travelling far and wide everywhere. A continent wide tour, and then one of the world, they entertained crowds upon crowds, of men, women, boys, and girls. Their tunes reached and touched the hearts of generations, for the recordings that Boom Box held there was only one of this compilation, and when it came to alterations, Grape leaped forth and performed her dee-jaying skills to recreate that roller coaster ride’s rapidly fluctuating moods.

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