I stride around the bush,
beating it despite what Iโve been told,
wondering will it spite me,
or capture,
vice-like will it take hold?
ย
Thereโs no magic in avoiding
a situation,
procrastination,
this method wonโt become
the wisest choice,
ย
I must take the bull by its horns,
my predicament,
I should not feel compromised.
ย
Oh, how these troubles only came
when I put pen to paper,
I was a fool
for believing
such words were fit for others.
ย
The raucous,
the tirades,
the untoward screams,
powerful potions,
ill behaviour,
am I unworthy of clemency?
ย
But I have changed for the better,
I shanโt beat around the bush,
only reveal now whatโs relevant,
not tired, unwholesome truths.
ย
No longer to wallow in the
quagmire of self-regret,
the outspoken words
still plain to see if at discovery
oneโs adept,
ย
then again,
most pages are firmly closed,
no longer open books,
Iโll only reveal certain facts
if itโs necessary for you to peruse.
ย
But, Iโve moved on long ago,
itโs for the best,
because I say so,
Iโm sure youโll all agree
no one needs to revolt that way,
haphazard, spiteful words to then fro.
ย
Thousands upon thousands of words,
up and away,
they shall be thrown,
and Iโll hold no ounce of bitterness or dismay,
because some history does not need to be known.
ยฉ 2020 Lauren M. Hancock. All rights reserved.
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