
The green in her eyes speaks of envy, of rich, potent jealousy, block upon blocks of her irises compacted – there are shades of yellow lingering. Like an aged page of a book, curled and poignant a scene, her yellow paper is delicate, ancient, unlike recalcitrant feelings which have not been heeded for years, let alone months, hours, or days. Others' aloof natures were not well received. She quietly felt the same. Why did they cruelly ignore her glimmer? Curled and precious, or shimmering and golden, the nature of her brightened tidings being that of a warm busied bee’s ability to thrive, and her envy, the unfounded jealousy, though they physically outweigh the true nature of herself, her glimmering, they cannot wholly take over the scene in which her golden shine continues peeking through, growing, delivering, because, while she may present just a tickle, just some freckles, just mere moments of daffodil yellow, her jealousy announces yet dithers, she’s preoccupied with envy's raging fire, because to her, the two are always present, come what may, still, her inner strength and outward smile will wipe aside and away her irises’ greedy greenery down to the dust, leaving only space for vibrancy and ancient words carefully printed upon pressed, preserved parchment. Her construction is now secure, building blocks designated, separated, sectorial, colours divided, dedicated, pure yellowed ecstasy, her vibrancy further brightens, a must, a requirement, it’s as if she’s been purged from head to toe, so this it's what it means to live free of negative, burgeoning thoughts, to feel well and truly alive. Of her ailments she seems cured, of her jealousy and envy she has survived, now well and truly pure, she's free to live and thrive. © 2020 Lauren M. Hancock. All rights reserved. Photo by Ylanite Koppens from Pexels
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