let me say the things I want to say the hazy prisms of the lustrous day envelope my cause, enlighten truth I know as yours. [...]
pray for the wisdom, for the strength to view the truth, now what's here before your eyes and really is ultimately sheer proof, an enlightening of visions within the soul, reflected in our orbs' mirrors, feel the heartbeats within me, wouldn't you, didn't you know? understanding that we all have tales, winding, rivers of secrecy and shires to explore? but these to no avail. [...]
The Message, Unheard Words unfold upon my screen, toppling, clamouring over themselves, fighting to be seen. I’m important, no, my message is of the utmost importance, let me be heard, while the most relevant one relaxes away, folded arms. Its words are the most likely to go unnoticed; its is the voice of reason, the truth you don’t want to see, but it lingers, to the side, presence important, but not impinging. Just there, whiling away time, until you become most aware. [...]
...It’s difficult to gaze into ‘imperfections’ that make myself me, my mind calls out with interjections, telling myself I’m exactly the way God intended me to be, self-acceptance, understanding, it slowly grows like soft moss within, flourishing, lush, promising, plush and ever-green. [...]
The journey to discover, it appears to have come to an end. Searched high, falsetto, didn’t want to rock, rock the boat of common decency any longer, nor have to make amends, wanted to learn to be sweeter, to please, inner authenticity, smiling wordings, positive painted pictures, poetry which aimed to dance with ease. [...]
There’s a gentle humming surrounding my being, as though I’m reverberating from the inside-out. Something warm and prominent spreads out to my border, my aura, and there’s no ill feeling, nor any sign of doubt. Every inch of flesh breathes shudders with gentle flow, reminding me I’m living and breathing and, with connectedness to a higher source, my energy resonates and grows. [...]
Striding forward is the only way. Head held high, proud, not hung with dismay.
Occasionally, I struggle to find the words to speak, to correctly express my sincerity, because sincere is how I wholly desire to be viewed, and I don’t wish for any unfair prejudice or judgement. I simply wish for the right combination, the winning ordering that shows everything in part or in whole, that [...]